HORRIBLE RECALL OF LIFE, PARENTS ARE UNFORGETTABLE SO LONG AS ONE IS ALIVE -FOR GETTING PUBLISHED MY BOOK ON FIGHTERS NEVER STOP, I CAME ACROSS TO THE PHOTO OF MY PARENTS TO BE INCLUDED IN THE BOOK -THE VERY SIGHT OF THEM CREATED HICCUPS IN ME IMMEDIATELY AND THE MORE MORE AND MORE I LOOKED AT THE PHOTOS, RECALL CAME UP OF THEIR LIFE AS TO HOW MUCH THEY STRUGGLED TO DO OUR UPBRINING, ENCOURAGE US TO GET EDUCATED NOT ONLY TO GET EDUCATED BUT REMAIN ALWAYS ON FORE FRONT, NEVER BE AFRAID OF DIFFICULTIES AND HARDSHIPS EVER, FACE THESE CALMLY, NEVER GET DISTURBED AND AS SUCH MOVE ON AND ON. -THEIR ADVICE GUSHED INTO MY MIND AGAIN AND AGAIN, TO FEEL THAT PERHAPS THE BOOK AND ITS TITLE WHAT I HAVE CHOSEN COME FROM, BY LOOKING AT THE PIC OF MY PARENTS, STRUGGLING DAY AND NIGHT, LEAST CARING FOR THEMSELVES, ALL EFFORTS, EMOTIONS AND AMBITIONS CONCENTRATED ON US ALONE. -SLOWLY SLOWLY I BURSTED INTO TEARS NON STOP, TEARS WERE POURING LIKE WATER GHUSHING FROM THE WATER PIPE, THE PHOTOS GOT DRENCHED WITH TEARS ALL OVER -I THOUGHT OF CLEANING THESE TEARS WITH MY HANDKERCHIEF BUT FEARED THAT SUCH AN ACT WILL RUB UP THE SHINENESS OF THE PIC OF MY PARENTS AND POSSIBLY IT MAY GET TORN, AS SUCH I LEFT IT IN CONDITION AS IT WAS DRENCHED, TO GET IT DRIED UP BY ROOM AIR BY ITSELF -BUT I CONTINUED WEAPING NON STOP BUT DARED NOT TO CRY AS OTHERWISE ALL MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY WILL RUN UP TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND WHY I WAS CRYING -IN FACT I WANTED TO HIDE AS TO HOW PATHETICALLY I HAVE MOVED IN THOSE MISERABLE CONDITIONS OF MY PARENTS AND ALSO NOT TO HEAR ANY SERMONS AND TALKS OF ALL TYPES -LASTLY WHEN I GOT FULLY TIRED AND MY CONDITION BECAME UNBEARABLE AND UNCONTROLLABLE -I QUIETLY MOVED OUT OF THE HOUSE AND TOOK MY WAY TO A SECLUDED PLACE UNDER THE TREE AND SITTING AT THE GRASS -I WEPT AS MUCH AS I COULD, FINALLY GOT MOSTLY IN A WAY UNCONSCIOUS, LIED DOWN, AND AFTER SOME TIME, WOKE UP AND TOOK MY WAY TO THE HOUSE -I WASHED OFF MY FACE LEST MY WIFE IN PARTICULAR SHOULDN’T SEE MY EYES RUBBED UP AND REDDISH AS WELL -I MANAGED TO COMPOSE MYSELF IN NORMAL CONDITION AS IF NOTHING HAD HAPPENED. ONE WILL CERTAINLY ASK, WHAT WAS THE NEED TO WEAP SO BETTERLY WHEN THE PARENTS EXISTED NO MORE, PERHAPS PRAYERS COULD BE THE BEST OPTION. IN REALITY IT IS NOT TRUE, THE LIFE IS SUCH THAT WHEN WE GET BACK TO THE CIRCUMSTANCES IN WHICH OUR PARENTS LIVED AND WE TOO HAVE LIVED, EMOTIONS BURST OUT, ALL RECALLS COME POURING IN AND THE PAST HARDSHIPS AND SUFFERINGS SEEM TO BE HAPPENING JUST NOW -UNFORGETTABLE, SUCH A SITUATION DOES HAPPEN ESPECIALLY WHEN ONE HIMSELF GETS OFF BETTER AND ENJOYS LIFE IN ALL COMFORTS, FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS DO FLARE UP IN REGRETS MORE AND MORE NON STOP, HAD MY PARENTS BEEN ALIVE THEY WOULD SEEN HOW MUCH THEIR DREAM HAS BEEN REALISED AND HOW ALL THEIR STRUGGLES AND SACRIFICES HAVE ACHIEVED WHAT THEY HAD ASPIRED AND MOTIVATED ME TO ACHIEVE. -SOME OF MY READERS MUST GET ASTONISHED AND PERHAPS MAY ASK HOW IT IS THAT YOU ARE GETTING YOUR BOOK PUBLISHED TITLED FIGHTERS NEVER STOP, AND YOU START WEAPING OVER THE PAST WHICH EXISTS NO MORE, IS IT NOT CONTRADICTORY? -TRUE, MY READERS ARE RIGHT TO SAY PAST IS GONE BYE, WHY TO WEAP AND MORE SO WHEN YOU CLAIM TO BE STRONG TO FACE ALL CIRCUMSTANCES AND HARDSHIPS HOW MUCH CRUEL THESE MAY BE, TO FIND ME WEAPING SEEMS TO THEM ASTONISHING AND PERHAPS UNBELIEVABLE. -IN REPLY I WILL TELL THEM THAT WHEN ONE IS IN CONGENIAL AND DESIRBLE CONDITIONS ONE CERTAINLY FEELS HAPPY AND EVEN OVERJOYED BUT WHEN THE CIRCUMSTANCES TURN UP DRASTIC AND UNBEARABLE BY LOSSES, DEFEATS, FAILURES ETC. PAST AND EMOTIONS DO OVER- POWER ONE’S MITE AND BELIEF AND FORCE ONE TO GET MOVED WITH EMOTIONS AND RECALL OF THE PAST, WHICH ARE UNAVOIDABLE HOWSOEVER STRONG ONE MAY BE. -IT SAID THAT MAN IS HARD CORE AND WEAPS NEVER WHILE WOMEN WEAP QUICKLY EVEN ON SMALL INCIDENTS, THEN WHY BEING SO STRONG, I STARTED WEAPING -TRUE, IT IS ALSO A REALY THAT MAN DESPITE WORST AND SHOCKING CIRCUMSTANCES DOES’T WEAP AND INSTEAD CONTROLS AND HIDES HIS FEELING AND EMOTIONS IN ORDER NOT TO SHOW HIS WEAKNESS -BUT IT IS ALSO A FACT THAT WHEN MAN STARTS WEAPING, HIS TEARS BECOME UNCONROLLABLE HE CONTINUES WEAPING AND CRYING UNTIL AND UNLESS HE IS TIRED AND IS FINISHED OFF WITH HIS ENERGY. -MAN IS A PRODUCT OF EMOTIONS, WHICH BRING IN ALL TYPES OF RELATIONSHIP IN LOVE AND HATRED, GETS MOVED WITH THE PRESENT AND THE PAST, MOSTLY CRIES WHEN HE LOSES SOMETHING AND WHEN SOMETHING IS LOST -HENCEIT SO HAPPENED WITH ME, THOUGH MOSTLY I REMAIN STRONG WITH MY CONVICTION AND BELIEF BUT SOME TIME WHEN ONE HAPPENS TO FACE THE SAME OR SIMILAR SITUATION AS THOSE OF THE PAST, EMOTIONS OVERPOWER HIM, HE LOSES ALL RESISTANCE, INTELLIGENCE AND LOGIC AND IT HAS AS SUCH HAPPENED TO ME BY SEEING THE PICS OF MY PARENTS. 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