HOW IS MY BAD LUCK AND HOW UNLUCKY I AM -KNOW NOT I WHETHER IT IS BECAUSE OF MY -ACTIONS - PAST KARMA -DESTINY -MY WRONG PLANNING -BEINGTOO MUCH AMBITIOUS AND GREED -I HAD BELIEVED THAT LUCK AND DESTINY ARE NOTHING BUT FALSE ASSUMPTIONS -WHAT COUNTS ARE THE EFFORTS AND ACTION AND NOTHING ELSE -ALAS EXPERIENCE HAS PROVED THE WORST -KNOW I NOT, SHOULD I CURSE MY LUCK OR MY ACTIONS ETC. -THE FACT IS THAT I AM SO MUCH DISTRESSED AND OBSESSED I KNOW NOTHING HOW TO MOVE ON IN LIFE AND BE SATISFIED IF NOT, REMAIN HAPPY SIMPLY -FINDING NO ANSWER, THINKING AND THINKING OVER ALL THE TIME -FINALLY I STRUCK MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL -FOREHEAD STARTED BLEEDING -MY ATTENTION GOT DIVERTED -FEELINGS OF DISTRESS AND OBSESSION WENT OFF -THINKING BRIGHTENEND UP TO INFUSE THE IDEA TO DO SOMETHING I MUST AND ALLOW NEVER ME AND MY BODY TO RUST EVER -I ATTEMPTED IN STOCK, WHERE I GAINED A BIT -IDEA CAME IN TO GET AND GAMBLE AND ENJOY IN CAZINOS ETC. ETC. -AGAIN I GOT SOME MONEY AND FELT OVERJOYED -MY TEMPTATION CONTINUED GROWING AND I STARTED INVESTING MY TIME AND MONEY MORE AND MORE -LUST WENT UP SO GREAT THAT WHETHER DAY OR NIGHT, NOTHING BOTHERED ME EXCEPT THAT I MUST MAKE MORE AND MORE MONEY -BY DRINKS, NON-SLEEP, BEING PAMPERED BY ALL ATENDANTS AROUND -I STARTED PLAYING BIG GAMES -I LOST ALL WHAT I HAD EARNED AND WHAT ELSE, WAS NOT LEFT EVEN TO BUY FOOD, WAS KICKED OFF BY THE ATTENDANTS WHO WERE AT MY SERVICE ALL THE TIME -WHAT NOT, LIFE IS ABOUT TO COME TO AN END IN MISERIES , REPENTANCE AND NONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME, THOUGHTS TURNED UP AGAIN AND AGAIN AS TO WHO WILL PEFORM THE RITUALS WHEN I WILL DIE -ALL HOPES ARE GONE, GREED HAS TURNED INTO MISERIES AND MISERIES, NONE TO CALL BACK UPON Conclusion and advice: please believe in 1.action 2. Before that work on your aptitude and inherent qualities3. Build on these natural gifts, 4. Get into action 5. Subsist in goal while taking some corrections wherever these shall be needed, 6. Go slow and steady 7. Never become greedy 8. Believe in efforts, well envisioned action 9. Hope and believe that destiny will help you somehow or other but be careful never to curse it either as otherwise you may turn proud, and fall, as it is well said EVERY PRIDE HAS A FALL ONE DAY OR THE OTHER. …………………………………………………………………………….. By vasdevloond, founder of Marriage Guidance New Concept, cost free marriage bureau, incepted In 2015 contacts:vasdevloond at 9811943867 vasdevloond@gmail.com